"Pathetic, how I'm always trying to restrain myself every minute of the day without shreading any tears. Trying to act fine in front of every body else, hoping not to explain myself, not making it obvious that there is something causing me all of this pain inside. I've lost something that meant the most to me, ever. And now, I have nothing but anger and pain left inside of me. I may act more than a little strange, I may say things I don't mean. And even though it seems like you're going through your worst state too, I only hoped that you'd be a little more understanding."
I have no fucking time for this.