If only I could work miracles

Continuously having sleepless nights, from all the tossing and turning all night. That uncomfortable feeling when you feel as though you're suffocating. Admitting you broke something, and still feeling guilty even after they say 'it's okay'. Forgetting to do the most simplest things ever, like turning electronic devices off after using it. Losing lack of concentration during class times. Feeling nauseous from time to time. Not intending to take those regular naps longer than necessary, but failing. And so the same things happen, over and over again.

Why am I straining over the most stupidest things ever?