I wish that you could find it within yourself to be patient with me

I feel so emotionally pissed these days. Laughing, chatting away & socializing is how I'm normally am. But what's really going through my mind? I don't know. I may act like I'm fine right now but really, I'm an emotional fuck that please, don't bother asking me what's wrong... I just need some alone time. I don't wanna talk it out. Just make me smile & everything will be okay..

I'm slower to heal, slower to heal. Don't wanna feel the way I feel. Wish I could kill this pain that I feel, by the way. But it don't happen that way, ever. It's not gonna happen over night, over night, over night. I won't get better over night, over night, over night..

Going to the Zoo for science excursion tomorrow! (: Damn, it's been years & years ever since I've been there! & brother please leave me the heck alone, or I'ma wax your eyebrows again.

p.s; Sorry if my Blog modules or whatever are all over the place, my other internet isn't working at the moment and the one I'm currently using is really retarded! Can't seem to do anything to fix it ): but if it's just me that its retarded then.. never mind lol /aish ><"

xxx