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"Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional."

Friday, May 14, 2010

If you could see it through my eyes, it would explain the tears I cry

I've been stuck at home, feeling waaaay too lazy to come out for these past 4 or 5 weeks or so, but I finally ended up coming out tonight :L I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't ever feel like going out anymore, apart from attending birthday parties. Just over it, I guess. But meh! I only came today hoping to catch up with some people I haven't seen in awhile, but especially Mai in particular hehe ;D and so Mariah could stop annoying me. Hah! Joking love. And Renata, Vy, Tony, Duc + his little brother Khang and Thai decided to come with us at the last minute, so yeah it was quite a fun night tonight :)

Pigging out in China toooown!
No, we did not put our leftovers in that bag 8-)

Tony & I; GOOOKS, REPRESENT YOOOOO!
We made 35c, no joke (H)

After bumming around in Rundle for awhile, we trained it at around 6, my drunk dad was suppose to come pick me up at Salisbury but Tg's mum ended up coming to pick me up instead & so for the rest of the night, I just chilled with Tg and yes, we spent hours and hours just talking about everything really & updated each other with ours lives haha gotta love our D&M's man OH and I got to drive on the new bridge built along Virginia road.. I thought we were back in Mawsons or something, hah! I swear I'm not a loser at all 8-)

I'm starting to see how selfish you truly are

Just do what you gotta do, do what you feel is right. Do what's best for you, and especially, just do it for yourself for once, goddammit. I don't care about some shit education anymore, I just want you to be happy. Not spend your miserable life in that place where you've earned nothing back for yourself.. I can't stand seeing you sacrifice everything for us. I can't stand seeing her taking you for granted. I'm sick of having to put up with all her bull shit almost everyday. I'm only a fucking 15 year old child, and already she makes me feel as though I'm just a disgrace. I don't know if you had any idea on what you were saying tonight, or what you're implying on what to do. But every single word you said, made perfect sense to me.